It has been such a long time but I could still see so much of myself in you.

As your hand reached out for my. Those  eyes, that smile- it’s all so incredibly familiar. I knew that feeling. It felt that I really belonged.

And then I woke up and found myself alone.
I never knew I would miss you this much.

Happy New Year Everybody !

Hope everyone’s having a great start to 2009. My’s not particularly fantastic. I am in Thailand and I have no more money (literally) because Bangkok Bank decided to let their staff have a five day holiday to stimulate the economy ! Horrifying. Bangkok (like most other places) is no fun when you have no money ! I was convinced to countdown with 19281928 sweaty people. We actually booked a beautiful room and wanted to countdown inside away from the crowd… but like all the other spontaneous decisions we made, we ended up leaving the hotel room empty, trying very hard to look for a beer garden but ended up sitting on the floor and playing 5-10 for 3 hours instead while waiting to countdown.

I’ll do a proper bangkok post when I get back to Singapore. The dial up network I am using now is giving me problems when I try to access normal webpages and will NEVER allow me to upload anything from the pretty DSLR.

I love DSLR photos. Everything looks soo pretty Check out the photos from Mr B’s 24th (so Old !) birthday dinner party !

the girls from the 38th Intake !

I really really like Mr B’s niece ! She really cute and had alot of spunk ! Jun kept saying she’s a mini me :/

Look at the little lady playing with my Nintendo

with adrielle !

all i want for christmas is my two front teeth !

*shy*

With Barney ! Loves the polka dot shirt !

I am not sure what I am doing. But omg Look at my sheepish fat grin !  

And the non-DSLR photos from a random camera. All the photos are taken straight off facebook btw

Indian Poker !

Alright going for dinner now !
See you all (most probably when I am back in Singapore)

I woke up at 5ish this morning. Wanted to go roller blading but my source of enthusiasm and motivation completely vanished as the morning progressed. So instead of working out and burning fats, I am rolling on my bed, sipping moet and munching chocolates (both are early x’mas pressies) and  progressively adding on to my “to burn” list. But I don’t really care much about  calories ( until I  freak when I look into the mirror) or how many eyebrows ”drinking in the morning” is gonna raise because champange and chocolates makes me significantly happier.

God (being good all the time) has decided to save me from ruining anybody’s x’mas (again). So et moi is completely single this year and while everybody is raving about how they are gonna spend the night over at their bf’s place, have nice dinners, bake nice log cakes, plan nice surprises, take nice photos, look at nice lights… I have zero plans for what seems to be a dreadful day. Champange, chocolates, closed doors and a bit of bobo will probably get me through it all.

Some overdue pics.

 
My tiny hand carry on the way to bangkok

The tee shirt says- No money No honey.
Somebody gave it to me since it was too tiny for him.

I tore my bag on the way back while trying to stuff more items into the poor poor destroyed agnes b. Spot the addtional extra fat blue make up pouch and the bit i burned off cos i cldn’t find a pair of scissors to nip off the torn bit.

<3 Special D.

http://room18.livejournal.com
Collection 10 will officially be launched today at 4pm <3

I am very tempted to go to the doctor’s to get a dose of sleeping pills and perhaps another dose of happy pills. I am very sure it works better than tiring myself out or any alcoholic substance I can lay my hands on. I could really do with alot more sleep, alot less time to kill and alot more happy thoughts.

I am sure its probably just the fever and all the other stupid injuries but I feel … so very helpless.

<3 A very Bruised D.

So, this is what it feels like to be home on a Friday evening !

I still flu-ey ! This is the result of too many late nights and not enough love ! I went roller blading and had three big falls. Now I am bruised all over and my palms, knees and shoulders are scrapped I shouldn’t whine cos my buddy had worse cos he was trying to protect me ! Sorry Ck

Random Pictures from the past few days.

Nude make up

Shu & Me- Our standard night out photo !

Sean dearest.

with my favourite girl <3

and My favourite Sushi Tei lobster Sashimi. Loves the chewy texture ! Must try !

<3 Special D.

Alcohol does funny things to your body.

I definitely drank alot less than the Bash night (alot of months back) but I felt so much more smashed. I was so tired I had to drag myself out of the car, into the house. I removed my make up in record time, puked my guts out and fell asleep right after. I didn’t even manage to last another two minutes to text everybody that I am safely home and to thank them for watching out for me :/

Can’t really remember alot from the night. But Like I am telling PPCC if I can’t remember then I probably had a good time !

And now, I am awake at a ungodly 9am cos my stomach hurts like a biatch and I feel like a thirsty donkey plus I am too anxious waiting for my results to come out. I cleared two modules with distinctions and I am praying that I don’t fail anyone of the other two. Please give me the 18 marks I need for each of the two papers. I just wanna pass !

Pictures when I wake up.
Me need to sleep. Me don’t want to look like zombie later.

Zx sent me this comic strip.

I told him that I am gonna roll by myself from now on. So even if i can’t anyone to roll at the end of the day I’ll be fine rolling alone. That is no point being needy or pathetic trying to fit into somebody else’s life. Relationships are about complementing each other life.

Anws, I have been craving for the tea jelly very badly So I kept whining to simple J to take me to eat it ! But he has been busy with projects and whats not ! But he finally took me today. I thought it was really nice of him cos he brought me out even though he was having a headache and cold. & he was watching me enjoy my dessert the whole time because he can’t take cold stuff. ^_^ Poor boy. Hope he gets well soon !

extra ingredients whenever I go with him ! For some reason the auntie likes him alot. Auntie gave me extra ingredients the last time i went with jun as well cos I said I am his friend ^_^

Finish everything to the very last drop ! Yummilicious. I really like !

Too lazy to put any make up on. I need to facial soon. My pores are screaming “save me”.

went to the seaside to watch the planes fly over our heads Love the air ! It was so fresh. Everytime a plane flew past us, its almost as if it took my worries along with it !

For some reason most of the BMW drivers I know have the beige interior. So I was quite fanscinated with the black interior. Its very tasteful and very messy girls like me less easy to dirty the car

It was so nice to catch up with simple J. I can’t exclaim how nice it feels to have somebody that will listen to you whine and ask you what is on your mind. And most of all somebody you are comfortable to whine at and have fun without having to worry about anything else

Thank for you taking me out today simple J ! ^____^

Met up with A after to have second supper. We had the kidney mee sua. I am so not sick of it even though i just had it yesterday ! Lols. And its nice to eat with him because he doesnt eat any of the ingredients so I can have ingredients X 2. And fats X 2 as well.

Better go bed soon or I will never wake up early tmrw.
Another very packed day ahead !

<3 Special D.

I fell asleep feeling kinda upset. But I dragged myself out of bed to spend sometime with my family today  I went to the IT fair and the John little sale for the second time ealier today.

Note: I really hate crowds.

I held on to mom and told her I was going to faint when I saw the amount of people that was coming in and out of the enterance of the MRT stations. If I had a phobia, this will definitely be it- too many people. I hate it, squeezing with one million smelly people. This is why I hate taking the morning trains and the peak hour buses.

We had dinner at home today since all the eateries had crazy long Qs. (:
My aunty came over as well ! I don’t know why but I click with her really well and I feel very happy whenever I see her. It will be nice to stay under the same roof as her again.

I wanted to exercise so I can shed a bit more weight. But due to a change of plan, WW picked me up for second dinner.

 
We headed over to Carl’s junior cos he was craving for it- Double western burger with onion rings.
I still find carl’s junior so over priced though. $9 bucks for a sandwich is ridiculous.

We went to disney land after that.
( I am sorry I still can’t get over the fact my ‘rents did’t take me along)

Alright, I am completely joking. But the place he took me too did really feel like a theme park. Its been quite sometime since I went there and I really like the atmosphere. I felt so much happier at the end of the night ! (:

Visited my other twin sister- Ms Mer. Full name Mer Lion.
She looks so hawt in pink. 

If you guessed where I went, you are not exceedingly smart.
However, if you didn’t. You need to get your IQ checked.

I was telling WW about how a certain somebody surprised me when he brought me there in the middle of the exams. When I finished rattling, I realise I told everbody that I went there with the same old story everytime and I also realised that I know my sentosa alot better than i did back then. I do still feel very excited everytime I am there though !  

We trekked round sentosa. Walked from the carpak to Palawan, to the southern most point and then to the merlion walk and then took some strange turn ended up at the Imbian Lookout and took a even stranger turn and a long long long walk and ended up at Siloso.

We had mee sua after because I was craving ! Yummy

It was nice to play catch up, talk and let things off that tiny chest.
It felt nice to just be out ! I feel alot happier already

Shall go to bed soon so I can hopefully wake up and meet Ke Ai to go shopping, movie, eat and pinch his humchingpeng face tmrw !